Characters:
We have two main characters in this story namely Liv and Emerald. Both have been through a lot and are now trying to process this. I had some trouble with the characters, I couldn't really identify with them because they are younger than me and therefore it doesn't feel like a young adult to me. The events in contrast fit this very well. You soon notice that Liv is further along in the process and therefore more level-headed. Emerald shows everyone how far along she is but in reality is not. Their relationship is good for both of them. Liv, in my opinion, goes through a nice development and is a good friend, she grows in her thinking and in her actions. She discovers feelings that were not there before, this is a nice development. Emerald in contrast is more reserved. Her development has yet to happen and unfortunately this is not addressed in the story itself, therefore for me she is stuck at a certain point and that is a deep pit, and then does not come out of it. I would have liked to read that she is doing well another 3 months later would have been enough for me. Other than that they are nice characters and fit well together, they have big problems and it is nice that those problems are introduced in a book through these girls.
The story:
The story itself is strongly constructed and realistically portrayed which makes you feel like these girls could be in your class. This makes it a better story precisely because you can empathize. Some things were predictable but this didn't make much of a difference to the enjoyment of reading the story. I didn't find the introduction itself very special but it made it clear right away what the differences were between Liv and Emerald. The core was better, a lot of events happen but this makes you read on quickly because you want to know how something ends. Sometimes it was a bit too much for me, but there was also no part that I thought well this does not need to be there. The ending was beautiful. But as already mentioned it is a pity that you can not read how Emerald continues, this could have been a nice addition.
The topics are intense, but very important that these things are discussed by way of a book. I always feel that topics like this should not be written about. Do this especially because it helps so many young people, and how well this is incorporated into the story. You feel what it does to people through the paper.
Writing Style
What was a big plus is that Monica's writing style is very lighthearted, which is nice. And that sounds strange now, but with so many heavy topics, a light-hearted writing style is just nice. The sentences are fine, and certainly no difficult words. The events are put down in a way that makes you feel like you are not reading but watching, this is definitely due to the visual style, which was very pleasant with this book. The emotions are well described and the idea of being on a roller coaster is definitely present. Compliments on this writing especially for a debut.
Rating:
I gave this book * 4 out of 5 * stars. It is a strong debut, but the downside was that I didn't feel that connection with the characters right away and I found that unfortunate. Otherwise, it was a wonderful story with topics that should be addressed more often. My compliments.